I have many dreams like others people
have too. After graduated from diploma degree, I continued my level of
education on bachelor degree. I should have been taking about 3 semesters to
finish this major. I hope that decision is a big step in effort to make my
dreams become real. But.. In the middle
of 1st semester , I felt very suppressed, I’m lack of self assurance
and I’m exerting to keep my self esteem high, I was like a woman who can’t be
grateful besides anything that Allah’s always gave to me. In that situation there’s
just a cliché question in my mind like “what if”, “what if I’m not good
enough?”, “what if my best isn’t good enough although I’ve done my part and
pray as much as I could?”
Lucky me, finally I could’ve been
handling it all and I think that situation is totally normal. My age is already
21 years old now, there are many kinds of things had changed in last several
years. I must have more ability to stand by my own feet in the way of solving
any problems. I must belief that I’m responsible to my own life.
Someone have ever told to me “habiskan
jatah gagalmu selagi muda” , or we can cited a coldplay’s lyric “but if you
never try , you’ll never know”. Another way to cheer up your mind when you’re
failed on tried something, You should have to bear it a little, just believe,
that painful feeling is just a temporary. I think we can get any experience
from trial and error. Or simply, we can learn something from people’s
experience. Good luck for all of people who never tired on the way to reach
those dreams! J
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